Lenten Calendar: From the Depths

De Profundis

Oh why is heaven built so far,
Oh why is earth set so remote?
I cannot reach the nearest star
That hangs afloat.
I would not care to reach the moon,
One round monotonous of change;
Yet even she repeats her tune
Beyond my range.
I never watch the scatter’d fire
Of stars, or sun’s far-trailing train,
But all my heart is one desire,
And all in vain:
For I am bound with fleshly bands,
Joy, beauty, lie beyond my scope;
I strain my heart, I stretch my hands,
And catch at hope.
— Christina Rossetti

Press play and compose your own prayer from the depths

Oh why …

…?

I would not …

I …

And all in vain:

For I …

And catch at hope.

Lenten Calendar: Prayer for Direction

Sit with your uncertainties for a bit. Name them. Acknowledge them. Accept that most of them will still be with you tomorrow and that, in most cases, feeling certain or uncertain about a thing will not significantly affect what tomorrow actually has in store. Pick one concern that could benefit from attention and attend to it: research, seek advice, talk it through with a friend, journal your thoughts, listen, pray…

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“Moon over Half Dome” – Ansel Adams

Lent: X

O, teach me to untangle hope
from hope that’s false,
and lead me farther down the winding path
and whatever else

you think I need, because the angle
of the woven slope
of love and grief is steep. Unless the bind
is by design.

— Maurice Manning

 

Into the Labyrinth: The Road to Emmaus

Traditionally, the labyrinth is an uncluttered opportunity for centering prayer. It usually consists of a single path that leads into the center and back out. There are twists and turns, switchbacks, and apparent setbacks that actually take you further along the path to your goal, but feel like moving in the wrong direction. Unlike in a maze – the labyrinth’s choose-your-own-adventure cousin – if you simply walk the path in front of you, you will get where you’re going. Labyrinths are often found outdoors or in relatively bare chapels with an altar and candles that welcome people to come and unburden themselves of whatever they’re carrying, yoke themselves to Christ, and practice walking in the spirit. It is a lovely form of sacred space: simple yet suggestive. The idea presented below is not intended as an improvement over a traditional labyrinth. We borrowed the labyrinth motif because it brought to life the sense of realization while in movement, the walking epiphanies of the story of the disciples meeting Jesus on the road to Emmaus. As such, it would be appropriate to set up during Epiphany or during Lent – when we wander the desert not to lose ourselves, but to find our center – as well as when we did it: during the season of Easter, before Ascension, when this story originally took place.

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A labyrinth of the everyday – trompe l’oeil outside Chartres Cathedral

Road to Emmaus Labyrinth

Luke 24:13-35

Our[1] labyrinth consisted of a huge drop cloth on the floor marked in a variation on a classic labyrinth pattern.[2] With staggered starts, the labyrinth could accommodate four or five people at a time. We set up eight compact, numbered stations along the path – five going in, one at the center, and two going out.[3] Two readers (one reading the script, the other the scripture passages throughout) recorded an audio tour with music as follows. People were given headphones and a cheap, one-button mp3 player and invited to pause and play and go at their own pace. In this script the numbers correspond to the track number.

  1. “Welcome”

Welcome to the Emmaus Road Labyrinth. Here we enter the story of two disciples meeting the resurrected Jesus as they walked along the road to a town called Emmaus. In a sense, we’ll be walking along with them as we progress into and back out from the heart of the labyrinth. A labyrinth is not a maze. A maze is a puzzle to be solved. A labyrinth is a path to be followed. Walking a labyrinth is a completely different exercise than running a maze. Here there is no fear of being lost. The labyrinth externally enacts the internal experience of centering. Spiritually, it represents space set apart, or sacred space, in which we are drawn into the center, to the recognition of the presence of God, then return to the world blessed and changed by the experience, and better equipped to be an agent of blessing and change.

 

Each station in the labyrinth has one track on this audio guide. Go at your own pace. This is a time to walk in the Spirit, swap stories with Jesus and listen for the voice of God in your life. If the words or music become a distraction, feel free to pause, skip ahead or ignore the recording entirely. Enter the labyrinth and continue walking until you reach station one.

 

  1. “Station One (going in): They were kept from recognizing him” Luke 24:13-16

Jesus’ followers then and now have different perceptions of who he is and what he came to do. The disciples’ false perceptions of Jesus kept them from knowing and loving him for who he is. They thought he was a teacher, a revolutionary, a ruler; they thought he was dead.

It is difficult to recognize the presence of God when God doesn’t act according to our assumptions. St. John of the Cross called this the dark night of the soul. He saw it as a time in which, despite all appearances and perceptions, even though it feels like stumbling around in the dark, the soul grows in faith and intimacy with Christ Himself, rather than with illusions of Him.

 

Open the flaps to see images of the Jesus we think we know. Ask him to reveal himself so that we may love him as he truly is.[4]

Music: “The Dark Night of the Soul” by Loreena McKennitt

 

  1. “Station Two (going in): Downcast” Luke 24:17

The Seder is the traditional meal and central celebration of Passover. To read about the origins of Passover, please pause this recording and read Exodus 11 & 12 marked in the bibles here. The entire extended family is to come together. Throughout the meal, they retell the Exodus story in the first person as if they had been one of the slaves freed from Pharaoh’s bondage. The bitter herbs, horseradish here, are eaten to remind the participants of the bitterness of slavery.  Are you downcast? Where are you experiencing bitterness? Taste the herbs and let the words of Psalm 22 be your cry to heaven.

 

  1. “Station Three (going in): Storytelling, Part 1” Luke 24:18-24

The disciples on the road were consoling each other by telling stories and remembering Christ. On index cards, write about a time in your life when you met with God. Pin them to the storyboard. Read others’ stories and allow others to read your story.

 

  1. “Station Four (going in): Storytelling, Part 2” Luke 24:25-27

Now Jesus tells his story, explaining his work throughout the ages, establishing and re-establishing relationships with his people. Flip through a bible and take some time to hear God’s story of constant provision and love. The lectionary bookmarks and bibles are free for you to take with you.

Music: “Jesus’ Blood Never Failed Me Yet” by Jars of Clay (light) or Gavin Bryars (strong)

 

  1. “Station Five (going in): Welcoming the Stranger” Luke 24:28-29

The disciples welcomed Jesus though they did not yet recognize him. Who is the stranger walking along the road with you now? Have you ever encountered Christ in or through a stranger? Have you ever been that stranger? Consider these questions as you watch the video.[5] Pause this program and use the headphones attached to the monitor.

 

  1. “Station Six (center): Breaking Bread” Luke 24:30-31

Here in the center of the labyrinth, Jesus meets us and offers sustenance for the journey outward. Break bread with Christ. Join in this prayer from “Six Recognitions of the Lord” by Mary Oliver as you take and eat.

 

Oh, feed me this day, Holy Spirit, with

the fragrance of the fields and the

freshness of the oceans which you have

made, and help me to hear and to hold

in all dearness those exacting and wonderful

words of our Lord Christ Jesus, saying:

Follow me.

 

[minute pause]

When you are ready to begin your journey back out into the world, take a card and exit out the corner opposite from the one you entered. Practice walking prayerfully.

 

  1. “Station Seven (going out): Burning Hearts” Luke 24:32

What is Christ saying to you on the road? What does scripture say about Jesus? What does it say about you? Have you looked recently to see? Light a candle and pray for the scriptures to be opened to you, for the words to burn within your heart.

[pause]

What words from the scripture cards or from your bible reading do you want burned deeper into your heart? Write them onto a paper heart, tack it to a candle and take it with you. Light it at home, while it burns pray that the scriptures will be opened to you and your heart opened to them.

Music: “Listen” by Michelle Tumes

 

  1. “Station Eight (going out): Returning to Jerusalem” Luke 24:33-35

Where is your “Jerusalem?” Where will you now return and share what you have experienced? Who can you talk to about what you are learning about Jesus?

Christ is risen! Take a cross to give to a friend as a reminder of Christ the Lord, alive and walking with us.

 

 

[1] You know you have a successful collaboration going when no one can remember whose ideas were whose and they’ve become too interwoven to attribute them separately anyway. I got to write the script, but the experience as a whole was thought through and produced by everyone in our alt worship planning group: Cristie Kearny, Deb Hedeen, Judy Naegeli, Trisha Gilmore, Cathy Stevens, Heidi Estey, Kirk Heynen, James Kearny and Anika Smith.

[2] Ours happened to have one path leading in to the center and a different path leading back out, but generally I would recommend the Half-Chartres (basically the inside half of the design at Chartres Cathedral). You can find instructions for making a 12’ x 12’ version at “Karen’s Small Labyrinths” http://www.angelfire.com/my/zelime/labyrinthssmall.html#halfchartres. The size shown there would be sufficient for people to use one or two at a time with a single station in the middle, but wouldn’t accommodate what I’m describing here. Ours was about 4 times that size, maybe 25’ x 25’.

[3] The stations should be clearly numbered with the station number and the track number and labeled “going in” or “going out” so as not to confuse anyone. Remember they are all actually set up on and around a flat, open surface, so they will not be laid down linearly. If you use a single path labyrinth, people will be walking by stations 7 and 8 on the way in, but should only stop at them on the way out. We set up stations on small, low tables and music stands so they wouldn’t pose as obstacles by taking up too much space. Café tables would work nicely for the stations you can place around the outside of the circuit. Ideally, if someone’s standing at a station, another person should be able to pass them without stepping completely off the path.

[4] Our artists made this interactive piece. You can create your own by making a collage poster of images of Jesus or roles people think of Jesus playing: the miracle worker, the rustic shepherd, the white-suited televangelist, the revolutionary in a beret, the pacifist at a sit-in, etc. Then overlay the poster with another piece of poster board and cut flaps in it that open onto the various images.

[5] We commissioned a videographer and a high school student in our congregation to collaborate on a video of different kinds of people. You could make your own using stills of people in your church and neighborhood or footage from mission trips. Or you could download something along the lines of The Work of the People’s “Stranger” (http://www.theworkofthepeople.com/index.php?ct=store.details&pid=V00520) or LifesongMD’s “World Faces” (http://youtu.be/z6RLHKRs9D8).

A DIY Prayerbook for All Saints’ Day

binding2Even if your little patch of Christendom veers away from praying to the saints, we can all admit we could stand to pray more like them.

One year we set up a 24/7 prayer room to that end. People signed up to pray in one hour increments. One of the stations featured a fan file of these half-page size “prayers of the saints” (printed in more varied and attractive fonts and formats than my lil’ ol’ blog can muster), a few simple drawing and binding materials (card stock, binder rings, cord or ribbon, and a hole punch) and this invitation:

Read through the prayer cards in the file.

Do any give words to what is in your heart?

Are there any you would like to pray regularly and make your own?

Collect those that speak to you or speak for you

and bind them into a personal prayer book to take with you.

Make it as simple or elaborate as you like.

Use ribbon, glue or binder rings; illuminate it with your own illustrations.

There are blank cards for writing your own prayers.binding1

Prayer cards:

May the Light of Lights come

To my dark heart from Thy place;

May the Spirit’s wisdom come

To my heart’s tablet from my Saviour.

 

Be the peace of the Spirit mine this night,

Be the peace of the Son mine this night,

Be the peace of the Father mine this night,

The peace of all peace be mine this night,

Each morning and evening of my life.

– Celtic Traditional[1]

 

O Lord, I have heard of your renown,

and I stand in awe, O Lord,

of your work.

In our own time revive it;

in our own time make it known;

in wrath may you remember mercy.

  • Habakkuk 3:2

 

As the rain hides the stars,

as the autumn mist hides the hills,

as the clouds veil the blue of the sky,

so the dark happenings of my lot hide the shining of thy face from me.

Yet, if I may hold thy hand in the darkness,

it is enough, since I know, that though I may stumble in my going,

Thou dost not fall.

     – Scottish Gaelic Traditional[2]

 

 

Father, I abandon myself into your hands; do with me what you will. Whatever you may do, I thank you: I am ready for all, I accept all. Let only your will be done in me, and in all Your creatures – I wish no more than this, O Lord.

Into your hands I commend my soul; I offer it to you with all the love of my heart, for I love you Lord, and so need to give myself, to surrender myself into your hands, without reserve, and with boundless confidence,

For you are my Father.

– Charles de Foucauld[3]

Come Lord Jesus,

take away scandals from Your kingdom which is my soul,

and reign there.

You alone have the right.

For greediness comes to claim a throne within me;

haughtiness and self-assertion would rule over me;

pride would be my king;

luxury says, “I will reign”;

ambition, detraction, envy and anger struggle within me for the mastery.

I resist as far as I am able;

I struggle according as help is given me.

I call on my Lord Jesus.

For his sake I defend myself,

since I acknowledge myself as wholly his possession.

He is my God,

Him I proclaim my Lord.

I have no other king than my Lord, Jesus Christ.

Come, then, O Lord, and disperse these enemies by your power,

and you shall reign in me, for you are my King and my God.

– St. Bernard of Clairvaux[4]

 

Almighty God, have mercy on (Name)and on their faults and mine together.

Vouchsafe to amend and redress and make us saved souls in heaven together.

Where we may ever live and love together with you and your blessed saints.

By such easy, tender, merciful means as your own infinite wisdom can best devise;

and on all that bear me evil will and would do me harm.

– St. Thomas More[5]

 

O my God, with all my heart I am sorry for having sinned against You,

not because I fear the punishment my sins deserve,

but because You are so good

and because I owe to You everything good that I have ever had.

    – St. Julie Billart[6]

 

O tender Father, you gave me more, much more than I ever thought to ask for.

I realize that our human desires can never really match what you long to give us.

Thanks and again thanks, O Father, for having granted my petitions,

and that which I never realized I needed or petitioned.

– St. Catherine of Siena[7]

 

O Lord my God, Teach my heart this day where and how to see you, Where and how to find you. You have made me and remade me, And you have bestowed on me All the good things I possess, And still I do not know you. I have not yet done that For which I was made. Teach me to seek you, For I cannot seek you Unless you teach me, Or find you Unless you show yourself to me. Let me seek you in my desire, Let me desire you in my seeking. Let me find you by loving you, Let me love you when I find you.

– St. Anselm[8]

Lord Jesus, bind us to you and to our neighbor with love.

May our hearts not be turned away from you.

May our souls not be deceived nor our talents or minds enticed by allurements of error,

so that we may never distance ourselves from your love.

Thus may we love our neighbor as ourselves with strength, wisdom and gentleness.

With your help, you who are blessed throughout all ages.

      – St. Anthony of Padua

[9]

      Hearken to the cry of my heart

        You know, O Lord, what I ask of you

          My heart has so often told you.
          O desire of my soul, grant me the favor I implore;
              – St. John Eudes

[10]

Disturb us, Lord, when

We are too well pleased with ourselves,

When our dreams have come true

Because we have dreamed too little,

When we arrived safely

Because we sailed too close to the shore.

 

Disturb us, Lord, when

With the abundance of things we possess

We have lost our thirst

For the waters of life;

Having fallen in love with life,

We have ceased to dream of eternity

And in our efforts to build a new earth,

We have allowed our vision

Of the new Heaven to dim.

 

Disturb us, Lord, to dare more boldly,

To venture on wider seas

Where storms will show your mastery;

Where losing sight of land,

We shall find the stars.

 

We ask You to push back

The horizons of our hopes;

And to push into the future

In strength, courage, hope, and love.

— Sir Francis Drake[11]

 

O my God, speak, your servant is listening and is ready to obey you in all things.

      – St. Angela Merici of Brescia

[12]

    Alas, dear Christ, the Dragon is here again.
    Alas, he is here: terror has seized me, and fear.
    Alas that I ate of the fruit of the tree of knowledge.
    Alas that his envy led me to envy too.
    I did not become like God; I was cast out of Paradise.
    Temper, sword, awhile, the heat of your flames
    and let me go again about the garden,
    entering with Christ, a thief from another tree.

    –

      St. Gregory Nazianzus

[13]

Now all glory to God, who is able to keep you from falling away and will bring you with great joy into his glorious presence without a single fault. All glory to him who alone is God, our Savior through Jesus Christ our Lord. All glory, majesty, power, and authority are his before all time, and in the present, and beyond all time! Amen.

– St. Jude [14]

Check out the sites and books cited below for additional prayers.

 

[1] Collected by Alexander Carmichael. Qtd. in Shirley Toulson, The Celtic Year: A Celebration of Celtic Christian Saints, Sites and Festivals (Rockport, Mass.: Element Books, 1996), 41.

[2] World Prayers, “As the Rain Hides the Star,” http://www.worldprayers.org/archive/prayers/celebrations/as_the_rain_hides_the_star.html  (accessed June 17, 2011).

[3] qtd. in Woodeene Koenig-Bricker, Prayers of the Saints:An Inspired Collection of Holy Wisdom (San Francisco: HarperSanFrancisco, 1996), 47-48.

[4] qtd. in Woodeene Koenig-Bricker, Prayers of the Saints:An Inspired Collection of Holy Wisdom (San Francisco: HarperSanFrancisco, 1996), 103-104.

[5] qtd. in Woodeene Koenig-Bricker, Prayers of the Saints:An Inspired Collection of Holy Wisdom (San Francisco: HarperSanFrancisco, 1996), 94-95.

[6] qtd. in Woodeene Koenig-Bricker, Prayers of the Saints:An Inspired Collection of Holy Wisdom (San Francisco: HarperSanFrancisco, 1996), 61.

[7] qtd. in Woodeene Koenig-Bricker, Prayers of the Saints:An Inspired Collection of Holy Wisdom (San Francisco: HarperSanFrancisco, 1996), 42.

[8] http://www.beliefnet.com/Faiths/Prayer/2009/07/Prayers-of-the-Saints.aspx?p=4 Accessed 10/06/14.

[9] qtd. in Woodeene Koenig-Bricker, Prayers of the Saints:An Inspired Collection of Holy Wisdom (San Francisco: HarperSanFrancisco, 1996), 29.

[10] qtd. in Woodeene Koenig-Bricker, Prayers of the Saints:An Inspired Collection of Holy Wisdom (San Francisco: HarperSanFrancisco, 1996), 101.

[11] http://www.worldprayers.org/archive/prayers/invocations/disturb_us_lord_when_we.html (accessed 10/06/14).

[12] qtd. in Woodeene Koenig-Bricker, Prayers of the Saints:An Inspired Collection of Holy Wisdom (San Francisco: HarperSanFrancisco, 1996), 59.

[13] qtd. in Woodeene Koenig-Bricker, Prayers of the Saints:An Inspired Collection of Holy Wisdom (San Francisco: HarperSanFrancisco, 1996), 75.

[14] Jude 1:24-25 New Living Translation

Advent Reflection – Day 6

Christmas Green

Just now the earth recalls His stunning visitation.  Now
the earth and scattered habitants attend to what is possible: that He
of a morning entered this, our meagered circumstance, and so
relit the fuse igniting life in them, igniting life in all the dim
surround.  And look, the earth adopts a kindly affect.  Look,
we almost see our long estrangement from it overcome.
The air is scented with the prayer of pines, the earth is softened
for our brief embrace, the fuse continues bearing to all elements
a curative despite the grave, and here within our winter this,
the rising pulse, bears still the promise of our quickening.

– Scott Cairns in Compass of Affection: Poems New and Selected

This photograph was taken by Jim Peaco of the National Park Service 10 years after the 1988 Yellowstone fires  Lodgepole pine forests reestablish themselves amongst standing dead trees.